I wish I can say too many things, let you know how do I feel right now, but it doesn’t help, coz I need to see you an tell you the way I feel, because you can’t see me, or maybe you do, but you don’t even care about it.

It’s ok, I understood, the real meaning of this, but I hurts a lot, I couldn’t imagine this fuckin pain, I wish I can just go away from everything, from you, from them, from all the people that don’t care about anything, like you, like you fuckin style of life.

I have no idea how I can feel this way, when you don’t deserve anything from me, when I’m the only one that cares about you, and you pay me, by no paying attention to what I say, or how I feel.

Shit, all of this is fuckin shit!!

There’s never time to give me, and it’s ok, just to let you know, that nothing is forever, and some day I will be no here, no there, anywhere, it sucks.

There’s always time for all of them, but am ambitious girl that maybe I ask too much, you don’t give me anything, no time, there never time for me. Hate it!! Really hate it!1

So sad.