The time that I was simply happy is broken...
And I don't know if this will last for much time...
I dreamed of a perfect life simply full of imprefections...
But I was well to have those dreams to help me to find a reason to be here...
But now I'm watching those dreams falling off my sky...
My sky that contained only one star...
And it was the only man that I dreamed,wanted for years...
I always wanted a guy like him...
But now I think that that the time everything's broken...
I was so afraid of loosing him that the did it on itself...
I was ready to wait that was usefull to have him again here by my side...
But he didn't accpet my questions he didn't undertand that what he did had touched me deep inside...The things never happens when they should...
I felt something for an other one so much time ago...
But as that time he didn't felt the same thing for me...
But now that I can't accept that I'm single he offers him to help me with this pain...
But I'm angry to see that I'm this one that he wants to kiss to hold in his arms..
Now that I'm so in love with that man that I love now and will love...
So much time after this day...
Even if he says that everything's over I can't believe him 'cause it's not the first time that he says that and doesn't think it and feel it...
And after have said to care about seriously...
He lets our fotos on his hi5...
He says that I'm nothing for him now...but if I really was...he would delete everything that happens especially the pictures of us...
Those pictures this love so strong but breakable love don't let me sleep...
It haunts my dreams my thinkings, my soul...
I'm in the middle of two worlds...and don't know which to choose...
I can't cry 'cause it would be useles on two situations...
one because if he doesn't beleive in what he's saying it menas that we will be together later...
Or he thinks and believe what he's saying it means that he didn't deserve me...
But what brings me so much pain...is to wait one month to have the answer to this question...
My head is so confuse now that I've this opportunity...
Now that I can't love someone else...
'Cause  the only one I want it's you Pedro...